Some things...

There are some things, that are just hard to say, but with each passing day, it gets easier, my feelings are to strong to hide anymore so I'll let you know, exactly, how i feel, we used to talk, till the sun came up, was always the best part of my day, i don't know how long, it took me to realize that I loved you, and i was always scared to tell you because I was afraid you didn't feel the same way or you'd play your little games with me again..or something, ...I waited so long to be able to tell you I loved you, and I never once thought I'd hear it back, but I did...and I took it for granted and..even tho I did what I did, your still here for me, and you always have been. I remember one time..not that long ago, but you said something and it just made me think, "now theres a guy I'd wanna spend my life with." and I felt like dumb ass for thinking that, because I doubt you feel the same way, and sometimes I'll think, " god I'd give anything just to be able to kiss you, or hugs you, lay next to you at night..call me weird or whatever but it's not like i don't think about those things, I mean I am human, humans tend to want to be able to touch and to feel. I must be crazy because I wanna spend my life with a guy I've never met, and I don't even know if he feels the same way, but sure ok, I'm finished writing for tonight, i'ma go talk to the stars...so...ya..