Putting the useless pill to my mouth
Is something to truly despise
This non helping lexapro
It a B@#&* to my malfunctioning system
Only it is another illusion put into this mind
That the more I swallow, the deeper I go
I took a look at my absentminded self
With my eyes swelling and turning green
Walter salty as the ocean dripping down
The drops representing all my days I live in pain
How pathetic I am watching myself die
Wilting away with the agony killing me
Once again I am back to the beginning
Standing over this toilet of hope
Bending over uncontrollably
Throwing up all my swallowed innocence