I’ve tried so hard to forget about you
I can’t, everywhere I go reminds me of you
When I sleep I have dreams about you
Why can’t you be erased from my mind?
I pretend I don’t care for you anymore
I want to forget all the memories
It is so painful to forget you
There’s a deep wound left behind
When will this pain disappear?
Its affecting my life, everything has changed
Your experience have made me afraid
Why did I have to fall in love with you?
I wish I could understand you
I feel like I’m plan B
If no one else wants you
Then you would come back for me
Your lies made me weak
I just wished this could be over
I’m tired of all the chaos
I once thought you wouldn’t be like this
But I was wrong, your mask has been revealed
The whole time I was dreaming
I thought it would be a fairytale ending
Why should I bother anymore?
I’ve cried out of tears
I can’t scream or yell
Inside I may want you to know that I miss you
But you have moved on
And I should too
