Today i was told i had a form of cancer,
am i going to die?
yesterday seem so happy but now im far away,
you're the doctor,
you're the only help i have,
am i going to heaven or will i go to hell?
yesterday was hard but im still living with pain,
i know deep down inside,
that i could never be the same,
my family all know and im scared they'll all go,
im finding it hard,
just wanted you to know,
its been awhile now,
nothing seems good,
its to much of pain to stand and fight,
i'm slowly getting tired,
i'm slowly going towards the unknown,
its getting harder by the day,
i wished this cancer would just go away,
last year i died,
it was for my own good,
i'm up there in heaven,
but it feels like hell,
im paying for a mistake,
of ever being with you,
but i know now im gone,
and that me and you was wrong,
i just wanted to say,
that i'll never go away,
cause i miss you - i miss you,
i miss you and the feeling to live,
this is cancer and death,
bringing me closer to you,
