Suicide Letter

I leave you here
Knowing you’ll be fine
Remember I had no fear
Of loosing this life of mine

Maybe someday you’ll realize
How much pain I carried around
My heart was darkened with lies
With each day more sorrow I found

But I wanted to get away
From this world of despair
But first I wanted to say
For you my friend I care

I’m not doing this to hurt you
I’m doing it just for me
Coz at the end whatever I do
I seem to do it selfishly

I guess they were all right
When they said I wasn’t strong
That I gave up without a fight
But that’s where they are wrong

I tried with my whole heart
To be happy and to smile
But deep inside I’m torn apart
The happiness only lasts a while

Soon darkness clouds my head
And my eyes are filled with tears
It would be better if I were dead
No more battling all these fears

So if about me you care
You’ll let me do what’s best
This heartache you know I can’t bare
I’ll abolish it and so I’ll rest.

My soul will wonder carefree
Amongst the other dead
Finally I’ll sleep happily
Not crying in my bed.

But about me please don’t worry
For this is not the end
Not present there in body
But forever Ill be your friend

So if you hear birds sing
Or see a shooting star
My love to you they’ll bring
No matter where you are.

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