Obsession or Life?

Let me indulge in self-pity
Let me drown in depression
It’s the only remedy
To this compulsive obsession
Why can’t I move on?

Unable to control
My insatiable urge for you
Living in daydreams
Of everything we’ve been through
Couldn’t it have been more?

Aching for love
Yearning for your touch
Uncontrollable craving
I need you too much
Why aren’t you here?

This daze entangles me
Woven me so deep
Thinking of you constantly
My feelings in a heap
Is this life?

Living an artificial life
Gasping for air
This hell I’m living in
It’s too much to bear
Is this it?

*Comments would be nice*