Shhh but I still love you

I'm in the darkness
I have no light
I have no one
No love in sight
It hurt to see you leave
It hurt to see you go
It was for the best
This we both know
If It was for the best
Then why did it hurt so bad?
If it was for the best
Then why did it make me so sad?
I want to see you happy
I want to see you with me
but why can't it work?
Why won't if ever be?
My love for you is is hard
My love for you is strong
I'll keep my love only for you
till you come back I'll stand alone
I'll be waiting
I'll be right here
Until you decide you love me
and that you want me near
This is all my love
Its all I got to offer
If I could live with out you
Then I wouldn't have even bothered
So when you come to your senses
And when you realize
I'll be right where you left me by your side
When you open your big brown eyes