having so many sexual partners that i don't know what to do
i am showing of so my parents will notice me
they fight every day like they don't care
i have never had love love has never found me
so know here i am in my room with a gun to my head
high as hell
not knowing what to do
i just had a child two weeks ago
he is my life but hey i had to give him up anyway so what the hell do i have to live for
maybe when i get to those gates of heaven god can forgive me
wait i see the light i hope i make it i just hope i don't make a big deal to my friends
knowing that Shontel,Nicole,Lara,and Tiara are the only four family that really loves me
this is dedicated to Mia Star Roberts my girl my friend my sister she wrote the poem before she killed her self may 5,2005 i miss her so much i loved her like a sis i hope she knows that she was a very talented and gifted girl just got envoled with the worng people i know she went to heaven
