My oxygens running low
And I'm trying to pick up the pieces
That shattered so long ago
I wish I could forget how lost
I really am
I wish I was the one you cared about
Instead of all of them
I wish you didn't doubt
My feelings for you
Because those feelings
Are the only ones
I've ever known to be true
I'm so scared inside
Wondering where to go
And in who to confide
I have no where to run
And no where to hide
All those times I thought
You'd be by my side
I thought the times would last
Its amazing how easily
You've put me in the past
I take a deep breath
As I lay down
And in my own tears
I begin to drown
The fear is rising
Deep inside my soul
I know tonight
I've lost all control
So I don't bother to fight
I wont wake in the morning
To see tomorrows light of day
I begin to think of you
As I slowly fade away
I whisper in the night
I'm sorry
I wish you knew
Just how much
I truly loved you
