I Can't Seem To Do It

I just can’t seem to understand
What happened to all of our plans
We had it good, but we lost it all
When did our love take this big fall

I just can’t seem to face the fact
That now there is no turning back
From everything we ever knew
And all the shit you put me through

I just can’t seem to take this pain
Thinking of you drives me insane
Please tell me now how do I deal
Facing the fact this thing is real

I just can’t seem to live this life
Without you here right by my side
Its killing me so deep down inside
And I cannot feel, I cannot cry

I just can’t seem to speak today
To have our memories blown away
It's not a movie, and its not pretend
I wish I could start this over again