All those days of pain
And this was all I wanted
A careful touch of love
Just barely on my skin
Then I would have known why
I had to do these things
That only hurt myself in the end
Always hunting itself down
This voice inside my head
Telling me what to do
And I do it as a thanks
For keeping me companied
It always gives me trouble
With other people around me
But neither care nor change I do
Because of my only friend within
All those days he werent there
I count the scars on my arm
Each for a day I hoped he came back
But I cant stand this silence
As I make this last cut this last day of my life
