Blame yourself

I am dying here
Lying here
Trying here
Somethings just not right.

I wanted you
You said so to
I loved you
Does that mean nothing to you?

When I look in the mirror
Myself is but a nonentity
A shadow is all that lingers
To reminisce

The rooms that echo
Look what you’ve become?
Can’t take the black
Afraid of the dark
My shadow still lingers –
It’s not going to go

All this time
You said it was me
Not wanting
To see what was real
You said to me
This house
This black
This dark
it was you,
not me,
go blame yourself