Breaking

These tears just keep on falling,
this heart continues breaking;
my smile is slowly fading,
as our love the days are taking.

My body is collapsing,
And I can hear myself crying,
Every breath in me escaping,
As your words to me were lying.

Scars are now enforcing,
and I'm so sick of waiting,
as the world continues spinning,
all my heart knows now is hating!

What's worth this life and living?
What's true to be believing?
This world is just concealing,
all the joy I was receiving.

My heart will now be closing,
and this pain will be everlasting.
My world will not be loving,
when this darkness will be casting.

These memories are not erasing,
and my mind is just not letting.
These wounds I still am fighting,
are why I'm not forgetting.

There is no love remaining,
and the past will not be changing.
These weaknesses are staying,
and my thoughts aren't rearranging.

So what will I be doing,
if this hurt will not be leaving,
and your words shall keep on stabbing,
and my life will be deceiving?

But I'm still sitting here and praying,
for the past to be forgiving,
and for this love forever staying,
and making this life worth living.