Long ago I truly believed,
a boy like you could actually care about me.
Such foolish thoughts those were.
I thought you could smile with happiness,
at the sight of me.
Possibly your eyes would only look at me.
Yeah right, boy, you are a player.
Maybe your arms would be open to me,
as with your heart.
I wished that I would hear you say,
"my heart beats becuase of you everyday."
So stupid.
Most of all I was foolish to think,
I'd ever be out of the darkness that my world has become,
since you showed up.
I guess I've been living a lie,
an illusion, a dream, a fantasy.
I've created another false reality to live in.
