Last night, right before i closed my eyes
i gazed out my window.
and what did i see?
nothing more than
a shooting star.
but, i made a wish upon that star.
you want to know what i wished for?
i wished for a guy who would love me for me.
someone who would hold my hand in public.
and not be ashamed.
i wished for a boy who loved my smile.
one who would never even dream of hurting me.
i wished that just for once i would be truly happy.
and i wished for a boy who always made me smile,
instead of frown.
for someone who knew just how to make me laugh.
and loved to do so.
i wished with all my might,
for someone who would make me blush endlessly.
and absolutely love every single minute of it.
i wished for that one boy who would give me butterflies.
and funny feelings in my tummy.
the one who would hold me no matter where we were.
or who we were with. i wished for the guy who would give me piggyback rides in the park.
and push me on the swing.
someone who would tell me he had a surprise for me.
and then take me to get ice cream.
i wished for a boy who did sweet little gestures.
just because he knew it would make me happy inside.
i wished for someone who thought of me as beautiful.
even when I'm wearing no make up.
and i were sick as a dog.
because regardless of what i look like at a specific moment,
he would love me.
he would love me for me.
and nothing less.
and thats all that would count.
i wished for a boy who would give me compliments.
who would share a milkshake with me.
just because he knew i couldn't finish it by myself.
i wished for a guy who would watch over me and protect me.
who would laugh at and with me all at the same time.
i wish that he would buy me a puppy for valentine's day.
and for Christmas.
he would take me to dinner and buy me flowers and chocolate.
and tell me he loved me every five minutes.
and neither he nor i would get sick of it.
you see,
i wished for the boy of my dreams last night.
But then i stopped this fantasy,
and snapped back into reality...
because..
no one could ever love me for me.
its not even a possibility.
