Unwanted love

I met you one day
while we were at school
lets face it you were not
classified as cool

When i saw you standing there
with your stupid smile on your face
it seemed as though you saw me
and no one else in that entire place

Everyday I'd see you by my locker
Waiting so patiently for me
then one day you said
how can someone be so pretty

i looked at you and smiled shut my locker and went down the hall
you followed me and shouted above them all

candy sucresrt you are the one my love's like a weed it shall always grow
the hall came to a complete silence
as i thought oh great they all know

then the next day there you were
but this time there was a bigger smile
you said now you know how i feel
and I've been felling it for awhile

i couldn't speak or smile
so i did what i always do shut
my locker and went down the hall
not once did i look back at you

the next day
you stood there with a red rose
Why me? i asked
who knows

i began to fall
madly in love with you
believe me if i would've known
i would have told you

a week later while
i was watching the news
they started talking about a dead boy
then they said your name and i thought why you ?

i broke down in tears
as they said it was a gun shot wound that killed you
i cried harder and louder and started to scream
why me am i doomed

the day of your funeral
i cried a lot
and i said good bye
you shall not be forgot

in loving memory of Steve Dumkee

the man i loved and did not want to