If I had to say in six words,
The first thing that came to mind,
It would be : I love him but why can't I?
I don't understand this process,
How you make things so hard,
I have never hurt dispicably,
Never judged on what you've done,
Yes, I admit I got angry,
But I never made you choose,
That is pretty much what you did,
When you said if I went back you'd turn away,
Now I've lost him from my hands,
I just don't understand,
How such a cruel deed,
Could be committed by a friend,
Certain things are done for my well fair,
Like the email in which was sent,
But the fact you were even thinking that,
Has torn me apart,
Cause I know other people won't want me,
To talk about him, what I've lost,
So I'm leaving with no goodbyes,
I'll not cry a single tear,
Over what you've done,
See,
I loved him, you meant loads too,
And then made me say no and now I see,
Love doesn't exist
Even between friends,
I've got to learn to trust no other,
Than me,
I've got to learn to love no other,
Than me,
I've got to learn to not care what others think,
So I'm saying good bye to you,
Cause I've been pushed passed breaking point,
If I had to stay where I am now,
I would end it all,
Theres no way I'm staying in a crowd whom can't except my heart
I don't understand the choices,
How you made things so hard for me,
I have never hurt on purpose,
None of this from me was meant to be,
Yes, I admit I made wrong choices,
But I never made said I don't make mistakes,
That is pretty much what hes been blamed for,
When hes only a boy,
Now I've lost him how could you let be,
I just don't understand,
How these tears you could see,
And just force me to brave a smile,
Certain things were with good intention,
From you and me,
But the fact is this one crossed the line,
I'd never do that to you,
I know other people will turn away,
Talk about me and hurt me,
So I'm leaving this crap altogether today,
I can and will just walk away,
Over what you've done,
I've got to learn to trust no other,
Than me,
I've got to learn to love no other,
Than me,
I've got to learn to not care what others think,
So I'm saying good bye to you,
Cause I've been pushed passed breaking point,
And with a friend theres only so far I can go.
I loved you as an amazing mate, I fell for him, and now its all been screwed up so thanks and all but good bye
Sorry, to have wasted your time
