Back into depression-->

Swinging silently hopelessly lost crying violently blowing away the flowery frost the wind swings her as her sad thoughts lure her back into depression she wonders why it just couldn't stay away she remembers her childhood the brutal beatings and then thinks of now never eating the pain inside her is way too great as she takes the blade across her wrist .. her thoughts are admist as this had failed her before.. but not this time shes finally gone.. she got her wish