I'm trying to sleep, but your on my mind
But your miles away, and impossible to find
I wish you were here next to me
My eyes would shut and the wounds would heal
Because your magical powers, are better than any other pill
So hold me tight and don't let go
The pain is taking over and making me low
As the hair falls out
I often scream and shout
But the kisses that you give
Make me want to hold on and live
Although its growing bigger inside of me now
Changing the color of every small nail
I know i will survive
Just so you can teach me how to dive
Yet the pain is stopping and your further away
The light is bright and here i will stay
Until you lay, just like i did on this horrific day
I will wait!