I'm only fifteen

by Hayley   Jul 30, 2005


I’m hiding in my bedroom alone from everything.
Hoping no one will check on me,
For the knife is in my skin
Not on my wrist, in a place that you wont ever see.

Each day I smile, a fake one, all the time.
And each night I cry, tears silent so you won’t hear.
That I am tired sad and hopeless, my life’s a crime.
Why should I live each day in sadness and in fear?

I’m only fifteen and some nights I have to drink myself to sleep.
I’m only fifteen and there are more cuts than freckles on my body.
I’m only fifteen and those cuts are way too deep.
I’m only fifteen and I hide inside my body.

I’m too young to want to die.
Too young to have to hide.
I’m too young to have to lie,
And to keep pretending that my soul hasn’t already died.

I’m only fifteen but my smile I’ve left behind.
I’m only fifteen to young to live depressed.

Hayley©

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  • 19 years ago

    by rachel

    aww wow this is so sad, i was almost in tears :*( its so tru, 15 is too young and i reli hope u feel better soon, ur a fantastic writer and ur poems r all brilliant xxx 5/5

  • 19 years ago

    by hopelessregret

    amazing... the emotion behind it is so strong... i know what ur going thru, but u just need to hold tight because the world won't let u go if u don't give up first... much luv & keep writing, Mandie <3

  • 19 years ago

    by Tia

    Being a poet myslef...even tho im not good at it.......i kno that most of it comes from there heart and things that really happened. I just want you to know even though i do not know you i would like to. I would like to talk to you so you feel like you have some who cares, ur poems are realy strong and bring a lot of meanings to me and a differn't part of my life that i try to hide, they make me see that there are other ppl out there like me.........but i just want you to kno im here, i you have aim my s/n is xx69tiabia69xx and my email adress is princess-angel@sbcglobal.net.........i hope to hear from you, i think your poems are some of the greatest i have ever read.......well ttyl

  • 19 years ago

    by Rachele

    I like this a lot. I can relate to that. Keep fighting. Don't give up.

  • 19 years ago

    by rachel

    hey reli gud, powerful and moving well written 5/5 xxxx keep writin and stay strong

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