How could you do the one thing you said you would never do?
i know i took you for granted but i told you what to expect
you came into this with your eyes open
yet you still broke my heart
as i shuffle along lifes turgid existence
im constantly reminded of how perfect life once was
but i dont blame you
i blame myself, i blame only myself
how could you co-exist this way
when deep down, i only think about myself
how come we hate ourselves, yet love each other?