I feel...

I feel pain…
but do not show it,
I hurt…
but they don’t know it,

My skin’s scarred…
but they don’t see,
It’s a nightmare…
they’re shown fantasy.

I feel tired…
So I act extreme,
I live a hell…
They see a dream.

I’m scared…
they think I’m brave,
They see me happy…
Not in a grave.

I feel pathetic…
So I act vain.
My body stings…
They see no pain.

I feel so weak…
So I act strong,
Nothings right…
But to them nothings wrong.

I feel so fake, but still pretend,
That my pain is at its end.