As I make the cuts deeper,
I think of you.
This cut… is for how much I loved you.
Oh and this cut… its for how much you loved me…
But the deepest cut of all… is the one that shows the hurt I’m going through.
Babe, I cannot live with out you.
Soon, the blood will drain from my body,
Leaving me empty,
Which is what I feel.
You come into our bathroom.
You see the blood, I apologize for being sad.
I lean against the wall, if you save me,
You love me. But no.
You stand there, scared.
Not knowing exactly what to do.
Soon I will be gone for good.
And there’s no going back.
You begin to think,
You can’t take it,
You don’t want to try, because you know there’s no chance.
Then you realize how much love you feel for me.
You don’t want to live this life with out me.
You then leave me in there,
And go to the gun case.
You shatter the glass and take the gun out.
You come back into the bathroom and see me… turning white,
“I can not and will not live this life without you to be my wife.†you say as you pull the wedding ring from your pocket.
You put it on my finger, and tell me you love me.
I close my eyes, and I don’t feel the draining of the blood anymore.
You check my pulse, and feel nothing.
“I take this life, for you as our wedding gift, I love you.†You say, as you put the gun to your head, and pull the trigger.
