Ray a.k.a RaRa Hooray a.k.a Rach a.k.a Sister @ Heart

Ray a.k.a RaRa Hooray a.k.a Rach a.k.a Sister @ Heart

We used to be closer to each other than we were to our moms. We know things about each other that no one else knows. We exchanged every secret known to our ears. We had each others backs like American soldiers at war. What happen?... What came between us?... What broke our friendship?... Boys?... Other friends?... Jealousy?... Drugs?... New experiences?... All of it combined?... More of some less of others?... I miss having someone I know I can tell the secrets to. It sucks not knowing if you've always got your back watched. I don’t know how long it will be before we speak again, if we ever speak again... or even trust each other again. I just hope you know that one of us might not be here tomorrow so told I’ll tell you what you mean to me regardless of what I say, do, or how I act. I love you as if we were family. I miss you as if you were already gone. I need you as if I was a flower without months of rain. I love you even though we aren’t talking I love you even though we don’t even look at each other.
I love you.