Lost forever in an ocean of tears
All the blood drips, tears flowing
My very worst fears
Disguised by the blade
I tried to stop for you guys
I honestly did...
Too hard to resist, hard to stand
As I take it in my hand
Pressing it gently
I realize what I have missed out on
Once again inseperable
From the razor blade
I shudder to think
Of what you would say
The disappointment in your eyes
I wanna stop,
Make everyone happy
You wouldn't believe
How hard I tried
I thought I had beaten it,
That I was okay, going day by day
No hope though,
the blade still cuts
Just a little deeper
Everyday.
