Love me..

Why do i feel this way
why cant i make it stop
i am so confused
i don't know what i want

i just want someone to love me
is that really so bad?
why do i feel so guilty..
why do i feel so sad?

i want it so much
so badly that it hurts
but we could never be together
it would never work

i imagine what they'd say
they would talk and stare
why does it have to be like this
it really isn't fair

so ill just keep it to myself
no one will ever see
and i guess ill never know
if she feels the same for me..