Trying to forget....

Waiting for that special feeling to come back. I miss you so much, but i want to..need to forget about what happened between us. Sparks flew and butterflies filled my stomach. You were all i thought about day and night. To myself i said i loved you and that even if we didnt end up together we would always be friends and be able to laugh about the past. But that all changed one day. As the days passed my heart tore little by little and with each tare wondered what had happened. I fell in love with the right person that loved me back. Though everything we've been through i no regrets...except one..which is falling in love..with you..and letting you break my heart.