I try to drown myself in sleep
I try to stay alive
I try to make the pain go away
I try to fill the hole in my stomach
but i still walk around
feeling like it is
the end
i wish i could tell you...
that i don't want to go on
would you even care
do you even see
that i try
I try to be what you want me to be
I try to some
I try to laugh
but I feel so cold inside,,
and i try not to show you
