Always a cutter

I thought i was done
i told myself i was

but i returned to the blade
as i said i never would

i let it kiss my skin
leaving a sweet red trail

i slowly felt the rush
of the high of a cutter

i embraced it
with open arms

i smiled a real smile
of sweet peacefulness

the blade makes me happier
than you ever could

but i still regret
the first cut i made

for once a cutter
always a cutter.....

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