I want to tell you how I really feel
but when you asked me if I was in love with you,
I told you no.
I wish I could tell you the truth.
But I can't.
I wish my words would flow out how I want them to,
but that doesn't happen.
I freeze when I think about how I feel about you.
My thoughts get all jumbled
and I can't think straight.
Everything I have thought about telling you,
fades away.
Then I get angry because I know you love someone else,
but all I will ever be is a friend to you.
I wish for more, but I know it won't happen.
I wish I wasn't afraid to tell you,
but it scares me because you are my friend
and I don't want that to change.
I just wish I could tell you how I feel about you,
truthfully.
