Tears Of Blood

I really did love you
But you loved me not
My crystal blue tears
Have become crimson red drops.

Watering up my eyes
Rolling down my cheeks
Dripping off my chin
As my body grows weak.

I watched you walk away
Down that 8th grade hall
Not once did you turn back
Nor did you notice my fall.

Look what you have done
Kicked me into mud
And my beautiful blue tears
Are now tears of blood.

How can you do this?
How can this be?
Its hurts too much
But why to me?

I never understood
And you never told
Why did you do this?
My world is now cold.

So many secrets
Left untold
Yet so many memories
Left to hold.

Cutting's what I did
And it helped me through my pain
It helped me more than you
And I would do it again.

So look what you have done
Kicked my into mud
And my beautiful blue tears
Are now tears of blood.