Tired

I'm tired of living this woven lie
tired of wanting to lay down and die

tired of hating myself each day
hating how everything can't be okay

tired of living in this horrible hell
hiding the stories and truth i can't tell

i hate the the way my wrists are remade
of being held captive by the bloodied blade

I'm tired of bleeding on the floor
of hiding behind my own locked door

what has happened to the childhood bliss?
why am i forced to live like this?

where is the key to unlock my chain?
where is the knife to take away the pain?

I'm tired of living under the knife
I'm tired of living this broken life

I'm tired. I'm tired. i need to sleep
give me the knife. cut my wrist deep

bring me the darkness. let me alone
I'm so tired. take me home