Why did he take you?

Why did god want you?
You had no use to him being a 23 year old.
I never got a chance to say i love you.. you were the one i needed. now i'll never forgive my self for this its shouldn't have happened.
You meant the world to me, why did you have to leave?
People say your in a better place but the better place should be home with me.
I miss you everyday, wishing you were here with me.
I went through blaming this whole thing on me, i still think it is my fault.
If you were at home with me, you wouldn't have gone to that party, n then get in the car that killed you.
You knew better than that but then again nothing is better when your drunk.
I pray every night in hopes you will answer my prays and make them come true.
But nothing that i pray for happens.
I just want one thing to happen and its for you to come back but it's to late now.
It's to late to even cry about it but i do everynight.
You will always be my everything no matter what.
I will forever love you with all my heart.

*this is for my brother who died 12/19/04 i really miss him he was my every thing he held my life together and it is crumbling down slowly without him. comment please*