All I breathe

Sitting in the corner unsure of what to do.
Wanting it all to end I’m just so confused
Because all I see is the redness of my blood and all I breathe is the hateness of my life.
Not daring to laugh. Not daring to smile. No longer deserving to be happy. Because all I see is the shine of the blade and all I breathe is the pain we share. No longer wanting, No longer hoping. I’m sorry but I’ve given up…
Sitting in the corner not wanting to live. Sitting in the corner, the place where this hell will end… and then all I see will be the darkness of hell and all I’ll breathe is the nothingness of death