I can do better than him!

What if that guy is the best i can do
but if not him then who
I'm having second thoughts
i don't know if i love him or not
i feel alone without him
but its like loving him is a sin
to be together or not that is the question
but maybe we are destined
i know loving him is wrong
but i have loved him for so long
but there is so many tears that i have cried
because of all his lies
each night i pray that the next day
i wont love him anymore and that there will be no more to say
he kisses me in public and doesn't care what others think
which just makes my heart sink
when i talk to him i have butterflies in my tummy
which makes me feel like such a dummy
but there has to be someone out there that will treat me right
and hold me tight
I'm tired of playing his stupid games
i should make him feel ashamed
i don't like being with him because i change
and everything is so strange
ICANDOBETTERTHANHIM!~