Happiness

I yearn for that emotion they call happiness,
I would love to just taste it once,
But I cannot,

Happiness is for those who enjoy life,
And I don’t enjoy life,

When people told me “Life is great you only get it once”,
If life is so great why do I and many others yearn to end it?

You say it is called depression and can be cured by pills?
Or is depression the feeling you get when theirs nothing to live for?

All I know is as I live on,
I will hope,
That something,
Or someone,
Will one day bring happiness into my life.