Is this ment to happen

Is this meant to happen
when i say i love you
you throw it right back in my face
like it doesn't even matter

is this meant to happen
when i try to hug you
you push me away
and act like it didn't happen

is this meant to happen
when i try to kiss you
you turn around
and make me feel I'm invisible

is this meant to happen
when i cry everyday
hoping you still love me
even though you constantly turn away