Nothing to gain

At first I was hurt
And cried all day long
Didn't know what to do
Without your love so true

I thought that you were my life
My one and only
My prince charming
Sent from up above

But I was wrong
Oh so wrong
I never even realized
That all you did was lie

You said things that weren't true
You didn't even have any clue
Why I said the things I said
And why I yelled, and screamed like I did

You just closed your eyes
You didn't want to hear my cries
You didn't want to reach out
And just hold me so tight

Your horrible words
And your cold heart
Have hardened my heart
And tore my soul apart

You didn't even see what you left behind
A love like no other
Something you wont find
Oh how you are so blind

But I know that one day
You will look back and see
That what you have ruined
Is a part of you and me

I know that from now on
I will never even look back
And I will never ever
Make the same mistake again

But besides the pain
You have made me stronger
And I stand much prouder
And for that I thank you

I thank you for your games
You’re disgusting words and the pain
The never ending cries
And how could I forget, your lies

But I am no longer negative
And blame myself once again
I only think to myself
I had nothing here to gain…….

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