GoodBye for now

I have shared things with you
and told you things from way deep down

still to this day you keep those secrets
and my broken heart too

for you played me like a game
and left me to die

we are still friends
but each day it burns

for i had you once
god no i wont forget those times

for no matter what you say
and try to deny

we had a love so pure
no poison dagger could pierce it

our love was so sweet
and so carefree

i fell in love with you
and you fell in love with me

but you became scared
and turned me away

i know you still long for my touch
for i can see it in your eyes

i want to tell you just once
that i still love you

sometimes i think that
you may take me back

judging by some of your actions
but then i watch the idea crumble

i just don't understand
what could have possessed you

to crush the one thing we had left
which was our love

you were the one
i could grow old with

i only wish that you didn't get scared
for we could of been happy

but I'm sorry to say
I'm not taking you back

atleast not yet
for i am still weak and hurt

i will not let you in
my sad and somber world

for fears of you breaking and leaving
my poor and helpless heart

and leaving it in the dust
so I'm saying goodbye for now

and ttyl because i just cant have
that awful love disease

I'm sorry ad i love you
but please don't talk to me

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