Today I cried

I guess I never realized this,
Before today I cried,
I guess I got what I deserved.
Because now I realize,
I hate myself,
Cause I hurt everyone,
No matter what i do,
But worse than that ,
I hurt you.
I wish that I
Could take it back,
But I know that I can't.
I never wanted to hurt someone,
Like I did today.
I wish that someone
Would've been there to stop me,
Cause I didn't mean it,
But now it's too late.
Oh Yeah, I'm sorry I lied.
Now I want to die,
Cause now I can't stand ,
To look at myself anymore.
So now I'm going to cry alone,
In the darkest corner of my room.