Cliffs edge

I already know...
That I'm not a good person.
When I fall,
I drag ya'all down with me.
I know,
That I'm not normal.
I'm a
depressed mess.
Don't remind me...
That I'm not OK.

I can't cover it up,
Thats just how it is,
Leave me in the dark,
Where I belong,
And don't try to help me,
Cause I'll pull you in.

Maybe I should jump,
And end my misery.
End it now,
Before I pull you down.
I'll hit those rocks,
With a thud,
As the water washes away,
All the blood.

But then you'll know,
Just how broken up ,
I am inside.
So I guess I'll get on my feet,
Look down one last time,
And just walk away from it all...