THE END

Many thoughts racing through my mind
i choose to put them all aside
cant fast forward or rewind
if i could id put it behind

cant see past my memories
as hard as my thoughts may seem
they flow through through me indefinitely
they never come coherently

don't ask for this confusion
my mind it is intruding
i give way to delusion
clarity is just an illusion

no solution, no end
chaos has became my bitter friend
i long to end this cycle
i think i have a right to

push you out and aside
away from my heart and my mind
my time has been so wasted
and you are so ungrateful

what you had and what you've lost
you'll never know at what cost
you took a chance the coin you tossed
i guess you know now I'm the boss

wont take your ridicule, wont take the blame
wont feel responsible or hold the shame
its not you I should have to tame
just walk away the way you came