Blame It On Love

I used to lie awake,
And think of only you,
My heart trembling just by repeating your name,
Did this ever happen to you?

It's 4am,
I'm screaming inside my head,
Wishing I was somewhere else,
Anywhere else.

My train of thought keeps crashing,
Millions of words floating around,
I'm trying to catch them,
But I just keep falling down.

Am I wrong,
To think of you as if you're mine,
Am I wrong,
To even wish for you.

Lost somewhere, I don't know where,
All I know is that it's better then here,
Reality.

Such a scary place,
Never knowing what love truly is,
Sinking to the bottom,
Drowning in you,
Sinking more,
Through and through.