This was sweet, i know how you feel, like exactly. i think we have a lot in common i like you : ) i love you're vocab too, you're a really good writer the only part i think didn't make sense was this...

its like a scary movie stuck on replay and i don't have the decency to wake myself up ..

it just didn't make sense cause like i mean that's cool if watch movies when you're sleeping but most of us dont...lol...it might be better if you said nightmare or a scary dream instead of "scary movie" or instead of "decency to wake myself up" put like decency to turn off the tv i dunno but i think it should be altered a little bit somewhere anyways 5/5 definatly on my favs. great poem