How to Deal...

I love you,
you know that it's true,
I wish i could be there.
Loving on you.

No matter what I do,
you never seem to leave my mind,
I hurt so much I wish that,
I could leave you far behind

I wish that I could hate you,
so then I wouldn't drown,
I wish that I could push you away,
Instead of suffocating on the ground

I wish that I could feel you,,
Feel your every touch,
I wish that I could see you,
Baby, I miss you so very much

You don't know what I feel,
I hide all that is there,
I can't stand your look,
I don't want you to care

I wish I could change the way,
I keep loving you,
cuz everything is so hard,
I don't know if I'll make it through