Just Let me be

It’s the last train home and it’s cold outside
I take a deep breath and swallow my pride
Kiss me and hold me one last time
It’s all gone wrong and way out of line
I can see you searching for my eyes but I look away
How many times do I have to tell you I’m not ok?
You're close to my heart but…
I’m sorry that I’m going to break yours apart
Let me be
A letter to me a waste of time
If I jump will I be forgiven?
Because I’ve had enough of this life I’ve been given