What is Life?????

Im trying to write light
not letting my morbidness run through
trying to say those three small little words that are just so hard to say...
you know my heart is broke,
because you caused it
no matter how many times i try to convince myself that everythings OK
i keep finding my self looking at your face
and i start to break down and cry
i wanna tell you so bad...
but i just cant find the words...
and im just too afraid
to tell you i love you