Not Another Night

Another night left alone
trying to make sense of everything
attempting to stop the cuts
and all the sadness i seem to bring

another night i cry myself to sleep
trying to be a good girl
attempting to be strong for my sibs
determined to resist the constant urge to hurl

another night with new bruises
trying to make it end
attempting to protect them from her
death keeps peering around the bend

another night i give in
trying to end it all
attempting to never again relive this
this is my last fall

*not a good one but i dunno im so SICK of everything and im tired of being here!!*