A bad life

As my eyes full up with tears
Everything becomes so clear
I have no life
Not here..Not anywhere
My life was just a huge life
Just like me
I sit here staring at the wall
As if there was a t.v.
My head is filling with thoughts
Thoughts of that I don't belong
Not here..Not anywhere
My life has no meaning
Nobody knows exactly what I am feeling
As my tears flow down my cheeks
I just wish my heartbeat would go
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