Finally Moving On

He had blue eyes of an angel
That shined so bright
Looking deep in them
Made everything alright.

But little did he know
That I looked too long
I had found his heart
Where I'd soon belong.

Then I knew I'd fallen
When he stayed inside my mind
So I just let him stay there
To see what I would find.

Not long did it take me
To soon realize
I fell in love with him
Just by looking in those eyes.

After days had past
I had to let him know
How much he meant to me
And the love I had to show.

As soon as he had heard
He answered in a note
Feeling nervous inside
I read what he had wrote..

"Surely I had no clue
That you truly felt this way
I knew you liked my eyes
When you looked at them each day.

You see I should've told you
That I really like you too
I didn't know you liked me
But now I know you do.

But I think that you should know
You're not the only one
There is this other girl
And our friendship's just begun.

So I'll have to wait a while
To see how things work out
But I really do love you
So please don't have a doubt."

Happy at that moment
But also feeling sad
I decided just to wait for him
Like I always had.

Days and days had past
Which had turned into weeks
I was really starting to wonder
If to me, he'd ever speak.

I thought it would be best
To ask him what was wrong
Why he hasn't answered me
In so very long.

His response just broke my heart
For he made up his mind
To take the other girl
And leave me left behind.

Although he did say
He was sorry and upset
But he also wrote a final note
To give before he left..

"I'm sorry for my choice
I know you might be mad
But I have feelings for her
That with you, I never had.

You meant a lot to me
I didn't want to let you go
But she swept me off my feet
And had more love to show."

The love of my life
Just played with my heart
He told me that he loved me
Then tore my life apart.

So I cried myself to sleep
Each and every night
Knowing I'm not good enough
To be with him tonight.

I'll hate blue eyes forever
All because of him
Because I wasn't pretty
And his heart I couldn't win.

So now I am alone
With no one left to hold
Just a painful memory
And a story left untold.

He was truly my whole world
And I thought he felt the same
But now it breaks my heart
Just to hear or speak his name.

Slowly I am letting go
And making him my past
Not only have we grown apart
But our friendship didn't last.

Even if he wants me back
I'll never want him too
Because of what he did to me
And what he put me through.

But I'm glad that he chose her
Our love we had was fake
I'm happy that he saved me
From making a big mistake.

After all the hurt and pain
And now that he is gone
For the first time in my life
.. I'm finally moving on.

Thank you so much for reading..
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